Today is cycle day 16….ovulation should be occuring today or tomorrow or has already occured. Have I had a single positive ovulation prediction kit?? nooooo….cuz that would be too easy.
On the bright side, I never had a positive one with Kylie either. So that leaves just a little hope.
Here I am pumped full of hormones, I feel like I’m a freaking drug addict in the morning. 2 bromocriptine’s, 1 prometrium, 2 mucinex, 2 asprin and a prenatal. And a partridge in a pear tree.
Jesse and I are having sex like bunnies. If I were anyother woman I know, I’d be having babies coming out of my ears. But not me.
I’m getting a little frusterated. Just a little. In the last week I’ve had about 10 people ask me how the fertilty drugs are working. I know that they all mean well and are just trying to show that they care. But having to actually voice the fact that I’m defective is not really the funnest thing in the world. Believe me, I would be putting an announcement in the paper if I were finally pregnant. Well not really, but everyone would know. Not until the 2nd trimester. But can you blame me? As crazy as it sounds, I have a higher chance of miscarring than I do getting pregnant.
Now you know why it’s hard to stay positive.
On the 14th I’m going to say that I’m in the 2 week wait and we’ll take a test on the 28th to see if my ovaries pulled their heads out of their asses to do their jobs.
I really want to be positive and say I think that this is my month. But when I think it, I get the strangest feeling of de ja vu, like I’ve said that before.
Oh the irony that is my life. Good Lord
Tags: clomid, defective ovaries, fertility drugs, losing hope, ttc
March 12, 2008 at 4:04 am
Well, I guess we’ll be on the two week wait together! That’s nice. Good luck.